August 2011
1 post
Sky, if you see this call me. :)
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December 2010
4 posts
Hello, Dear Wind.
.
a facebook status
they stuckkked together
liked paper and glue
but somehow seem less
kepppt like
me and you
before what had happened
tween old and the new
there might have been
time and love to share
too
what he said
or she said about
you and yours
I’ve been here
and felt like I’ve been
before
I will try my best to make this easy.
August 2010
2 posts
i wonder how long this ____________________ will...
July 2010
1 post
jealousy will be the death of me.
June 2010
1 post
One. Two. Three.
it’s like the sky is so beautiful
though there’s nothing but grey
it’s like a rainbow that stretches
across it the next day
it’s like butterflies all the time
three sixty five
it’s like your pretty eyes
looking straight into mine
March 2010
1 post
November 2009
2 posts
What the fuck does it take? Honestly.
I don’t try and I don’t try and I don’t try and then I try and I get let down and I’m back to start and I hate it and I lose and I lose and I lose and you win and you win and you win and they’re happy and I’m not and I drink to forget and I don’t want them and I want you and I think I’m getting myself into trouble if I do and I’m happy for you...
I have nothing to go back to, and moving forward...
October 2009
36 posts
I do not know me............and who are you?
I want that hate and resentment you feel
I want the bone crushing love that comes before it
I want myself to quit acting desperate, though I’m not
I want to enjoy
I want to remember
I want the dream I had of you to be real life
flat on the ground
covered in black and
breathing softly
I shook
repulsed almost
and that makes me curious
assured, however
that you will never leave...
It sucks that when I give up, I'm a complete...
Bby
i need you back. make me sane again.
I hate the fighting thoughts that make you think...
I just watched a video with Katie about a chick...
RED BULL AND VOKDA.
Sometimes, I just really don't understand how he...
"What are you thinking?" she said. "You," he...
You can't just say that to me.
Holy shit, I think I love you.
A WAVE
I was hiding from the monster in the bushes, and suddenly I was elsewhere. Mom was there, and grandma too. Many friends new and old: j, k, d, c, t…
I wonder why I was brought there, and why it felt so good. The past I cannot go back to. It is quite strange however that you were there, right next to me, feeling good and swaying from side to side, looking beautiful as always. I wanted...
Right now is good. I don't want to jinx it.
I’m happy that you’re happy, but I think we can progress. Even with reality set it, I still see it in your eyes. I think about the future, and I think you could keep me here if you wanted to. I hope things stay at least like this, but my track record predicts that I’ll fuck things up somehow, so that’s why I’m keeping my distance. I heard those words I loathe the...
Keeping my interest.....while keeping my distance.
September 2009
15 posts
And I'd study the science of you until I it into...
-I wrote this for you