September 2009
15 posts
And I'd study the science of you until I it into...
-I wrote this for you
Let's try this a second time.
There is a lot of thoughts going around in my head. Wishing that I could relive past moments so badly. I know strong connections, and I feel them with other people. Special bonds. I want to redo parts where I can remember things, be conscious of how to observe my surroundings more critically. I want to replay moments when I could have spoken more clear to others, and listened more clear as...
I want to do it again.
Let’s go back to the beginning.
I really really really really really really really...
"You have to do stuff that average people don't...
-Andy
I wonder why the pills won't clear my head.
You are rubber, I'm like glue
Why can’t I seem to get those words out of my head?
I hate how things people say to me seem to get me down, even though they were said months and months ago.
I need to move on, and away.
It's the kind of night
when you let your cigarette ash get so long, it falls on yourself, and you don’t give a fuck.
I had that dream with you in it.
I’m sorry.
Thank God.
You want to keep the trash your treasure
and that is fine with me.
Lots of talk of peculiar things today.