Kole's indescribable

I don’t try and I don’t try and I don’t try and then I try and I get let down and I’m back to start and I hate it and I lose and I lose and I lose and you win and you win and you win and they’re happy and I’m not and I drink to forget and I don’t want them and I want you and I think I’m getting myself into trouble if I do and I’m happy for you and them and I think I want them and I don’t know how that can change in one run on sentence and I cannot be around it and I appreciate honesty and I will give you what you want and you don’t have to worry but I do and this is not funny and this is not a game and I JUST REALLY HAVE TO QUIT.

I don’t believe in God, but,

I’d pray to be taken away

out of my head

away from the things that I need

Iwantnothing